♡ december 5, 2024 ~ to forever ♡

credit: chaocolait

i want to reiterate that prior to the time skip, i held only a platonic, familial connection to shouto when i became older than him. he always remained important to me, and i felt incredibly protective of him. when i first met him at 15, he was a childhood crush, a boy that the younger version of me felt close to, that loved him so deeply to forget all the parts she hated about herself.

he helped me find peace as i healed over my trauma, past and current, and i have always felt grateful for him. growing older, i wished for him to find true happiness and learn how to live for himself, to find joy in life on his own.

shouto pre-time skip is basically an entirely different character than post-time skip shouto, to me. though i hold both dearly to my heart, pre-time skip i simply feel the need to protect, to shield him from all harm.

when the time skip happened, i had feelings rush back that i never expected to happen again. i wished to see him grow into the person he wanted to be, to see the future he made for himself. but i never thought he would come back to me in the way the sun shines after a thunderstorm. the way that when we were kids, my heart skipped beats, i always felt him so near to me, he was so dear to me, he was a first love, and he came back to me.

i grew up with shouto, albeit in an entirely different way than everything else i have ever known. seeing him live out his dreams and his hobbies, becoming comfortable with who he is today, and how he lives the way he wanted to...

i am so happy he returned. i feel much more alive, i feel so at ease knowing he became the best person, hero, that he wanted to be, and that i am lucky and blessed enough to have witnessed this in my life. i want this in every life.

i love you so wholly, with my everything, shouto. you are my home, my safe space i can come to when i need to be held, to be cherished, to be loved. i will love you forever in every universe. it will always be us in the end.

i am a todoroki shouto riako ; though i acknowledge he is fictional, i consider my feelings for him very real. we are married and happily in love ♡my sona is me with a different appearance, not an oc. please don't separate her from myself. i prefer strawberry shortcake to be referred to in second person!i block freely, and it could be for even the silliest reason, so please don't take it personally. i have bad memory and may forget why i did it in the first place.i do not care if my mutuals follow other shouto yumes, but i will block you if you limit your interactions with me because of them.basic dni criteria. i follow selectively and may sb if we don't interact much, no hard feelings. i am no longer following minors, but current mutuals are okay.i block doubles for my own comfort, i promise it is nothing personal. please feel free to do the same! no matter what, i will always respect others' dreams.do not copy me in any way, whether it be my sona's appearance or personality, any writings, commissions, our lore, etc. i will know if you do.i also have a fidelity list that i respect and uphold.